I would quit and start again, get a better sim with better traits. Because, basically, society doesn’t have a place for a person like me trying to enter the world. I just want confidence, and to be able to go where I want. Its so painful seeing people where you want to be and knowing you have the intellectual capability and could do just as good a job, but general shyness has stopped you from being able to get there.
They say the grass is greener, but I just can’t see how the patch of dirt I’m standing in can look anything like grass from any angle. Especially from a position like theirs.
But yeah, passed all that meaningful depressing crap and I’m a person who’ll struggle into any and every position I try for - my personality just doesn’t suit society and this has been a harsh realisation. Kind of hoping this was too long for anyone to actually read but I felt the need to say it. I think its part of getting over it.
I choose how to come back from this. I’ll make it an opportunity to better prepare and make sure that a lack of confidence is completely undermined by all my strength, commitment and disparate need to get there.